"I feel so terrible right now. Thinking about the past -- I'm mad at myself -- he is so annoying! Just two days ago, I was talking to him and I'm so excited to see him again for the first time in a long time (about eight or ten years). But why is it day by day I always find something I wasn't suppose to know? Are you hiding something from me? Do I have to feel excited that you are coming home? Is it right to feel anxious to see you? Or be nonchalant about it and decide not to see you at all?"
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