" i can't wait to hate you"

Hello!

Its been a while since the last time I wrote here...

I'm sorry...

But yes, I admit I only write here if I'm depress. What can I do? Writing here is very comforting. It removes my anxiety and loneliness for the meantime. And yes, I'm feeling depress right now... I feel I'm alone. Imagine how amazing navigating online can give you so much information. Answers to your questions you're afraid to ask. Fortunately, I was very lucky I found it out online...!

Anyway... I don't know if I have to ask if its true or not? I guess I need more time to think... If everything works out fine and turned to be alright... maybe what I found was just nothing or maybe it could be true...

But hey! I love this song!



once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye
something got a hold of us and we changed
then you sat alone in pride
and I sat at home and cried
how'd our fairytale just end up this way

we went round for round til' we knocked love out
we were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphor of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a loss cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

love is, was a love phenomenon no one could explain
and i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling again
i sit and press rewind and watch us every night..
wanna pause it, but i can't make it stay

we went round for round til' we knocked love out
we were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphor of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye

by: mariah carey